*sigh*Until next time,
-Eyeobsessive
Numbness Part 2I don't remember when the numbness started. But then again, I don't remember much. As the numbness set in it deleted things like a strange computer virus. I remember the loneliness though. I remember losing so many of my friends. Some left me. I left others. I don't know the differences between them. But I remember the loneliness. I'll never forget the loneliness.Numbness Part 2
I remember on night sitting on my bed and crying. I had just been sitting there reading. I was reading Lucas by Kevin Brooks. It was the scene where he takes Cait to his clearing. I remember because it was one of the happy scenes. And then I started crying. I didn't kno
NumbnessI was numb. I felt nothing, but the sting of tears in my eyes that wouldn't fall. Thoughts registered and I responded automatically. My head itches. I scratched it. I need to take off my make-up. I did so. My hair's up. I took it down. Where are my pajamas? I got a fresh pair. I look like crap. I walked away from the mirror. My sister's watching August Rush. I listened to the music. "I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind-would the wind be at my back, could I get you off my mind?" I packed and left.Numbness
It was the biggest decision of my life, yet I didn't even think about it. I heard the words and I followed them. Thr
My Only WishMy music is gone, you took it when you left So I'll sing all that's left of my treble clef You pull me apart and put me together How is it I can explain this tether My heart for you is full of yearn I think there's a lesson I am to learn But the lesson proves to be dispensable And all of my actions are reprehensible I'd wish on every star and plane Meteors are much the same Sometime maybe they'll come through On my only wish; my wish for youMy Only Wish
Silver PlatterI thought you should know you hurt me But I found it in my heart to forgive thee And now you're going back to your old ways What's been happening to you these days Do you see what you're doing to everyone You might as well put us at the end of a gun Can't you tell just by the look on her face Are you hurting her to tell her her place She served her heart on a silver platter And all you did was say it didn't matter Yet, now you say your world is hallow And you have nothing but your sorrow When did your heart get so cold And when did I become so bold &nbsSilver Platter
| So, you may be wondering what's up with my name. Well, here's the deal. I'm a HORRIBLE at draw (yeah, that brings more questions as to why I have this account...) except for one thing. Eyes. I have an entire binder filled with them. And not only that, but since I was really young (sorry, can't even give a ballpark range) I've loved yes, and could waste time just staring at people's eyes. Yeah, a little weird I'm sure but whatever. So, I set this up to check out some awesome art, and (hopefully) get some input on my photography. See I suck at drawing and painting and sketching and pretty much most anything that qualifies as 'normal' art, but I really enjoy photography as an art form, and seem to be good(ish) at it. Feel free to tell me any opinions on any photos I post (I'm hoping they'll come soon...); good, bad, or otherwise-I want the truth. So now then, moving on. I enjoy reading and writing. The Midnighters series by Scott Westerfeld is pretty much beyond amazing, thus the favorited Midnighters stuff. I enjoy big words, they're just fun, and music is amazing. I'm into pretty much anything as far as music goes. Some of my favorites are Tokio Hotel, McFly, Linkin Park, The 5 Browns, and various other groups. I also love musicals, because as it's been said before, who doesn't want a world where everything breaks into song and dance? I know I want it. Well, some of my favorites are Seven Brides For Seven Brothers, Top Hat, Les Miserables, Across the Universe, Rent, Wicked, and Meet Me In Saint Louis. Yeah, I realize that's a wide variety, but that's me. I'm tall, I live in Ohio, my name's Leah, that's about all you need to know. I'm a dirty blonde and I actually have great saying of mine that fits this: "I'm, a dirty blonde and it's prefect for me; I'm blonde enough to say the things, brunette enough to get it, and dirty enough to take them the wrong way." I'm smart and not naive and I'm not gonna fall for shit. I like funny stuff, but there's a time to be serious. I'm hyper and crazy. I love to sing. I used to be in softball, I used to be in flag corps, but now I'm not. I'm in the musical, it's...stressful, but usually turns out alright. I'm in dance class and have been for years and would never give it up, period. So, yeah, that's pretty much it. |
Caring
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Call it strange, this is the way we are, far beyond your dreams~Cinema Bizarre, The Way We Are
Oder lasst mich wenigstens der Engel in der Hölle sein~Tokio Hotel, Beichte
Gotta love Tokio Hotel and Cinema Bizarre
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"I have feelings too. I am still human. All I want is to be loved, for myself and for my talent."
~Marilyn Monroe
"You are our sovereign, our government, only so long as we consider ourselves your subjects."
~Gandhi
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Call it strange, this is the way we are, far beyond your dreams~Cinema Bizarre, The Way We Are
Oder lasst mich wenigstens der Engel in der Hölle sein~Tokio Hotel, Beichte
Gotta love Tokio Hotel and Cinema Bizarre
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I'm flesh and blood, but not human. I haven't been human for two hundred years.
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"A plausible mission of artists is to make people appreciate being alive at least a little bit." - Kurt Vonnegut
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"Every child is an artist. The problem is how to remain an artist once we grow up" Pablo Picasso
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"I have feelings too. I am still human. All I want is to be loved, for myself and for my talent."
~Marilyn Monroe
"You are our sovereign, our government, only so long as we consider ourselves your subjects."
~Gandhi
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